The Flawed Nickel

They said that you were beautiful Though their eyes told another story. They saw the eyes which were too big for your face. I saw only the quiet intensity in them. They found you too small in stature. I felt only the sweet warmth. They heard only hunger pangs in your cries. I heard the need for care and love. They saw only the smile on your lips. I felt your unconditional love in it. That’s all it took... The first few precious moments To fall in love with you –  My child, My second love. ----- Written years back.. when I was still in school.. 

 It has come a full circle.. It was exactly a year ago that I had a epiphany.. That I wasn't healthy at all and that I had gained too much weight with my negligence and that I had fallen out of love with myself. There was a time I used to be my own best friend. I was always positive and happy. I used to be alone but never lonely.  Now it seems to be the opposite.  And it was at that time.. when my laptop died and I was free from online distractions that I decided I need to change.. It was not a decision but  an impulsive action which led to me losing around 9 kgs in a year. Yeah that wasn't my goal. I should have gotten atleast 1-2 kgs down every month. But I started as usual procrastinating. Inspite of it, I am pretty happy with my progress. Because I have maintained my weight loss. And that is a big deal. Losing weight isn't easy but maintaining the weight loss is even harder.  All this I accomplished by having my dinner by 7 pm and eating home made meals. I had soups, sa

 I weep... That you won't know me Your heart will yearn  Always and forever In silence and pain.. I weep... That I won't meet you My heart will beat  Eternally and evermore In tune with yours... I weep... That we won't be together Our hearts will pine  Endlessly and forevermore In tacit agony...

Mourn me not I haven't left you Feel you not I am in your heart Forget me not I am in your memories Stay with me not I wait for you to move forward In Love and Happiness!

G- Rated Characters:  SANTA GIRL  NARRATOR [Read lines between the brackets] [INT. Mall. Santa's corner] [An elderly woman leads a girl to sit on the Santa's lap] SANTA Ho Ho Ho! Have you been a good girl? GIRL (in a solemn voice) I have! I ate all my veggies even the green ones! SANTA Oh you have been on your best behaviour. What's your wish, girl? Close your eyes and tell me. GIRL (closes her eyes and whispers) Mommy told me I can get my wish if I am good. Can you get Mommy back now? CURTAIN   A microplay written by me in my SL avatar on 21/11/2020

I am going a-courtin' In my trendy suit and shiny boots Flicking my hair and doing my stylish walk I am going a-courtin' Picking roses along the way Getting my feelings into a spin I am going a-courtin' Oh love I can't wait To make her mine and mine alone I am going a-courtin' Be still my heart My lass is a-waitin'